Me

This getting fit thing is harder than I ever expected it to be. It might not be so bad if it only required physical activity. Maybe it wouldn't be so hard if I felt invincible. I might do better if it wasn't so hot in the evening. Working out makes me feel vulnerable.

One would think that going from the PM workout to the AM workout would be an easy transition, after all, it is the same kind of workout, just earlier in the day. Well, it has not been easy for me. It is really early in the morning and there is a different group of people. I know most of them so it should be easy...but it is not. I feel like a fish out of water in the morning. I am having a tough time.

Reality, for me, is that it is too stinking hot at 6 pm for me to workout. This leaves the 5 am workout. I am not much on mornings. I have always been told that I am not a morning person. It is not that I don't like seeing people in the morning, I just prefer to be awake for a couple of hours before I am required to be social. Being with new folks means that I have to try to figure them out. I have to figure out what makes them tick...and doing this in the morning is HARD! LOL

I think that Scott may be on to something when he says that I need to quit thinking about everyone else. Even at 5 am, this is my workout. It is not about anyone else, it is not about how secure (or insecure) I feel, it is not about being social.  It is about ME. It is about me becoming physically fit.

Be blessed!