One of the things that many of my friends appreciate about me is that I am a straight talk kind of girl. I don't beat around the bush, I say what needs to be said. So, it would make sense that I would do that here.
My attitude stinks this week. My knee hurts and I am just not motivated to do anything that is going to make it hurt more.Working out this week was difficult because we had a week off and then ice. I got out of my routine.
Working out is hard for me. I don't like to sweat and I really don't like outside (especially in the Spring and Summer). My allergies are starting to kick in and I am sneezing my head off.
And then there are the changes to my body. Most of these are good changes. My inner thigh is a different story. If I went outside in a wind storm, my legs would beat me to death. They look terrible, thinner, but terrible none the less. The results of my poor choices are showing...right on my thighs.
What does that all mean? Well, really nothing, except maybe to point out that the mental part of this process is VERY difficult! I fight myself on a daily basis. Don't do this, don't eat that, get up and exercise. I think this is normal. I was discussing this with a woman that does cross fit training the other day. She is in fantastic shape. She said she struggles in this area too. I guess that gives me a little comfort.
I can't be anything other than the person I am...I find comfort in the fact that when I am weak, my God is made strong! Prayer needed and appreciated!
Be blessed!
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